I die a little on the inside every time I think about the fact that I probably won’t be getting back to dance for a while, if ever. My life is just too hectic right now, but I wish there were a way for me to squeeze a few classes in here or there. I was lucky enough to have the opportunity first semester by being a part of a dance team at school. But somehow, that team didn’t quite fulfill all of my needs. I wanted/want something serious. After dancing constantly for 7 years and being pretty good at it, coming to such an abrupt stop is really bothering me. Yea it’s great to dance at parties and with my friends, but NOTHING comes close to being on the stage as bright lights nearly blind you…not being able to see a face in the crowd, but knowing that their eyes are on you.